Abcess

Death to you

One bullet in the chamber
Enough for your head
Gray matter exploding
Burst of red

Falling to the ground
Like they were weights tied to you
Convulsing...Blood flying..
What a mess....Making your family clean it all away

Bone shards
A clump of hair..
teeth and brains meshed in a solid clump
Blood coagulating...The smell...Oh the smell of death

Tossed in an abandoned house
Disgraced and partially clothed
Never had the chance to fight
Beer still in your hand....Didn't help the sting

Laying for days...The insects buzz around
Laying their eggs
Feasting on the carcass
Maggots crawl from your throat

The skin turns brown...
Putrid bubbles appear on the flesh
Swelling and rything...
the parasites in your flesh

Black blood
Stomach acid
liquefied skin
adhering to the floor

Rotting in the heat...
Enter the rats
Gnawing and stripping you bare
Busted guts exploding against the ceiling

The fingernails and toenails
Lying in the ground
Shreds of skin stuck in the crevices of the Hall floor
Shattered bones jut from the filth

Soon this process will be over
Intestines strewn across the floor
Drawn tight and dried
A heap of skeletal remains...scattered miles round
The dogs...Last to see you intact

Until someone sees a tooth
A bone....Panic is spread..
Another nameless faceless corpse
Just another victim....Forgotten in time

This Time

Time has come to end this
Pathetic shell of who you were
A common failure is what you will remain to be
Tired of the emotional pity trips....Tired of all you are

Gone and dead in my eyes...Who are you
Now...cry for yourself
And die for me
Listen for the sun to rise...To laugh at you

I wonder what's next
Pull the rabbit out of your hat
Play the hidden card?
Only to reveal a joker

You know the say apathy is the worst feeling
Directed at you apathy takes a back seat
Hate is what i feel....
Need me to help you die

Cry for me to cry for you
Hate yourself to make me pity you
Hold me you cry out
FUCK YOU i say

Liar...Who are you?
Attention hog
Go away....Swing by your neck
Kick the pit bull in the face...Defy your god

You are nothing never was
Never will be
More than shit
Only to have it fly in your face

Cut yourself and take a warm bath
To forget the pain
Wash away the red
The pulse

The train tracks
Are another option
Run away
Go towards the light

Spread your wings and fly..
No one coming to your aid
No way out of this
Concrete boots....Its a long way down

Come on its just a needle
One small piece of steel
Liquid metal so smooth...
Push the plunger with me

Lost to you

I am lost to you
Gone and not coming back this time
I loved you...
And i always will

These scars remind me of you
So i cut and i bleed to forget
And i just feel your presence more
Reminding me of everything we lost

It was never meant to be
Alone again
Alone as the day i was born
These goddamned tears burning my soul

That day when i seen you cry
I felt like nothing
Couldn't stop the pain
Could stop you heart from breaking

Now there is a hole in my heart and a flaw in my mind
My creation was a joke
Just to hurt you...Again
I am sorry you ever seen more than no one in me

So where are we now?
Strangers or less?
Hating me with every breath you take
Exhaling all i meant to you

I don't blame you
I wasn't there
I never will be again
I will die for you....If you want me too

That last night
The candles and the wine
Stained my soul..
Stained everything inside

It has been too long
I miss your face
Your touch haunts me
And i am sorry i ever met you

Are you ok now?
I wish you the best
I am gone forever now
And you can rest now......In peace

No Ones Kind

Its time
Expect this to be THE last day....
Unknown Darkness descending
Upon us the end of all

I am the Doomsayer
The end of you all
I am nothing,
No ones kind

Summoning black stars
Falling upon us
Our children
Un-natural rage

Fall to your knees
Undress and please me
It won't save your life
But i will be merciful and kill you sooner

Be not ashamed
Its ending as you are breathing
Future past
What is meant to be is....ME

Gaia cries
Forests black glowing cinders
I burn the world
And piss on the ashes of Yggdrasil

Isis on her back
Buddha force fed rotten meat
Planting the seeds of disgrace
God?

Blackness surrounding you now
Lightning as cold as ice...
Frozen soul
I am creation

Your Agony

Lost in time
Crying and fading away
Crimson tears against a pale white face
Heretic against your own beliefs

Trying to be exactly who you aren't
Never have
Never will be
They are coming for you

what's the point?
fallacy of never ending life
Gone are the ways of the father
Giving way to the sins of the forsaken son

Gripping the cross
Gripping the gun
Splatter of red
Wooden shards...The deed is done


Bleed and die
Alone and crawling towards the edge
Setting upon the judas cradle
Spilling upon the ground all you are

Back open...like the day you were born
Hydro_Cephalic and drowning in your mind
Twisted and bent
Body and mind....A FREAK till you die

Look into the mirror
Do you see beauty?
No forgiveness for you
Does jesus bleed for you?

Gripping the cross
Gripping the gun
Splatter of red
Wooden shards...The deed is done

Dominating the weak
Being dominated by your deception
In a world of lies....
Are you the chosen LIAR!?!

Unknowingly the premeditated murderer
Killing yourself along with the unborn
Immolition...Eradication....Burning like a monk
Accelerant in your veins...Pain in your heart

He is gone...
Alone and crying like you were
LIKE I WAS!!
Goodbye......Nice dying with you

It was you who Killed yourself
It was you who FUCKED yourself
It was you....
Goddamn you

Gripping the cross
Gripping the gun
Splatter of red
Wooden shards...The deed is done

It was you who Killed yourself
It was you who FUCKED yourself
It was you....
Goddamn you

Skulls

Who are you?
Really?
What do you want?
And why are you here?

Limits you set for yourself
I have broken
Never will you be
Who you say you are

Alone in your head
Drowning
Time to go little one
No one here for you

Falling down
Hurting and bleeding...Needing
Crying out at the moon
HELP ME....Oh help me!

Stuck in a monochromatic world
Where you are right
God damn the world
And god damn your self

Looking up to the moon once more
So high
Fly to it and curse it....
Its so far down now

Cold fingers grasp your neck
So cold
Suicidal and hating the world you created
To you it's perfect.....Do you loathe perfection?

Crying in the dark
On the dark side of the moon
No air.....Dead inside your head
Adding yours to the pile of skulls

Coil

Slashing through the tangled vines
Confusion about how to survive
Sweat in my eyes clouding my vision
Fantasy from pain....To the sky i stare

In this jungle of tormented screams
Cruelty bares its arms,Showing the needle tracks of desire
Alone i bled you an ocean,,,Drowning in a river of tears
Hatred,Abyssal confrontation of all emotion

The guide in this place has lost his way
Deafened by the silence of his mind
Lost his mind,His soul...
I am lost here

By the time you find me
I will be gone
The attention fiend
Green eyes glaring,Overcome by red hatred

As the sky starts to grow dark and the winds grow cold
The beasts start to stir...
Within me....Within my mind
Ferral and cunning...They will rend you apart

This is the end of me i think...
Going insane...Or simply regaining my mind
blurred vision blocks the exit
Pillars of salt all around

Ruined temple ahead
Still smoldering from the ruination created by eternity
Timeless and vacant
Still teeming with the energy of the lost lives

Will you dissect me to preserve me?
kill me to save the soul you knew
I need to escape
I need to go away to survive...I am lost